October 25th, 2007
lie-low
i am really not myself these days. i do not know why. all i know is that i cannot go back there. it pained me a lot. and i do not want to get that pain back again. i may not be able to stand up, but i can crawl back into the limelight.
he and i. we had chances. we had. but i never took them. he never did either. if i could go back in the past, i would still do what i did. i would still be in love with him. and would still move on because we are not meant to be. i would still pick up my own pieces. i would still look at him. and love him as my bestfriend.
he's the only one who's bringing me back into reality. he's the only one who's telling me that he loves me the way that i am. he's the only one who's telling me that we cannot always have what we want. he's the only person that i will never forget until my last breath.
he brought me pain but he brings me happiness.
he brought me uncertainties but he picks me up whenever i fall.
he brought me tears but he washes all my sadness away just by merely making me laugh.
and everytime i see him cry, i wipe them all with my hands.
and everytime he tries to make people laugh with his fake smile, i tell him he cannot ever lie to me
and everytime he gets hurt, i get hurt three times more
he and i. we had chances. we had. but i never took them. he never did either. if i could go back in the past, i would still do what i did. i would still be in love with him. and would still move on because we are not meant to be. i would still pick up my own pieces. i would still look at him. and love him as my bestfriend.
he's the only one who's bringing me back into reality. he's the only one who's telling me that he loves me the way that i am. he's the only one who's telling me that we cannot always have what we want. he's the only person that i will never forget until my last breath.
he brought me pain but he brings me happiness.
he brought me uncertainties but he picks me up whenever i fall.
he brought me tears but he washes all my sadness away just by merely making me laugh.
and everytime i see him cry, i wipe them all with my hands.
and everytime he tries to make people laugh with his fake smile, i tell him he cannot ever lie to me
and everytime he gets hurt, i get hurt three times more
Posted by charmedone at 01:52 PM | Konichiwa!